I want to do the work I was put here to do.
I’ve been researching what my favorite bloggers do and recommend. Jeff Goin’s best advice on blogging is to be yourself. Steve Pavlina says to let your audience see the real you. There’s no debate about getting personal.
I’m tired tonight.
I’m tired tonight but not sure why. I didn’t get enough sleep Sunday night but I made up for it last night. I worked all day but work has been boring as usual. It’s a great time for research, coding, and thinking about what to write about tonight. But I feel too tired to get excited about anything tonight.
I feel a bit depleted and I’m concerned that I may not have the resources to refill this part of my soul faster than it’s being drained by my job. I’m an engineer that wants to be a web developer that wants to be financially free so I can write, travel and change the world. There are so many things I wish I could do with my time, but I’m stuck at work for most of the week.
What do you want from life?
Life is about discovering yourself, embracing your true purpose and doing your life’s work.
Anyone that seems like they’re happily living an aimless life is a good actor or accomplishing absolutely nothing with their lives. It’s not that I don’t want to work anymore. I want to do the work I was put here to do.
I remind myself that my circumstances are intentionally chosen steps on a path towards my vision for an ideal future. My future has never been more clear than now. And I don’t mean I’m stuck. I mean I finally know exactly what I want. I finally know how I’m going to get there.
We’ve all achieved and function at different levels of self-awareness. All of us can benefit from time alone, but those just beginning their journey will benefit most from experience, isolation and self-reflection. If you’ve lived a sheltered life it’s time to break away from your parents, get out and see the world and try new things. Your assumptions will be challenged, your ignorance exposed, and in learning about the world you will actually be discovering yourself.
For those with a wealth of experience, it’s time to get in touch with yourself. Find time to be alone and get sensitive. Block out the world for a while. Turn off the TV, tell your friends and family you’re going away for a while, then don’t go anywhere. Be with yourself. As the constant barrage of propaganda and imposed assumptions fade to distant echoes you will be left undeniably with yourself.
You will feel empowered with a confidence that comes from knowing yourself.
When you return to your normal routine you will feel anything but normal. You will feel empowered with a confidence that comes from knowing yourself. This is your first step on the path to discovering your life’s purpose.
Now that you’ve developed a sense of true meaning for your life, your real work has just begun. You will be confronted by challenges and demons but you will be motivated like never before. You will face opposition and upset. Now is more important than ever for a healthy lifestyle, personal development and support from your friends and family.
I’ll spare you a million cliches about sharpening your axe and preparing for battle and invent one about a lab. You’re a scientist and you’ve discovered your life’s work. It’s time to acquire the tools that you need for the job. You’re going to need capital resources and suppliers, lab assistants and a plan. So much to do, so little time. Invest wisely.
Now that you’re more in touch with yourself you may be less susceptible to distraction and social pressure. You may notice that you feel more connected to some of your friends and less tolerant of others.
Some people may energize and inspire you while others leave you drained. It’s time to recognize that you have a calling and not everyone is going to support your dreams.
Never is it more important to surround yourself with positive people than when you need the reinforcement. Most of us already have jobs and responsibilities and habits that fill our days. Embracing your calling and transitioning into alignment with your purpose will involve a lot of changes. It will be stressful and tiring. You have no time for vampires, nay-sayers and toxic personalities.
At this point in my journey, I’m spreading myself too thin – I admit it. I have a full-time job, a part-time consulting gig, web development coursework and projects, a committed relationship and now this blog. The friends I’ve left behind would say I’m crazy. The close friends I have commend and support me.
It’s nights like these when I’m feeling overwhelmed that are best for self-reflection. I make sure my priorities are in order. I consider my habits and the people in my life. I align myself with my purpose. And the article writes itself.